Also

I need new music.

Doesn't

I can't sleep.

I don't have anyone to talk to. I want someone to spend time with. I want someone to take a ride with me to blockbuster when we're free. I want someone to get lunch with on my break. I don't want to be alone anymore.

Why can't those that pretend to care just be there and why is it that those that do are nowhere to be found. I miss my girlfriend more then just sexually. I don't see her in anyway lately. Seems as if everyone around me has their life together, mines just funtioning. Maybe I'm overworked or just under ... something.

I'm unexpressable.

Should I have to try this hard? Just to be, now, at this age.